Turning Point 转折点

1-Apr-2013 I woke up at 645am this morning hoping for a great start of the week. Unfortunately, things didn't turn out too well. I was telling myself you can choose to dwell in negative thoughts or just buck up and move on. So after calming down for 5 minutes, I lifted my own spirit and proceed to right the wrong. I should really stop making myself miserable -_- 2-Apr-2013 I am having migraine again. I've been having headache almost everyday since last week. I had one of the worse last Thursday, struggled through a meeting, traffic jam and back home. Ended up vomiting. I am having it now, again! I suspect it's the aftereffect of the accident I had in Oct last year. My life is badly affected by this, gonna see a TCM later. I hope he can fix it.

I've been slacking. Have been feeling reluctant to on my PC after working hours since months ago. Maybe age is catching up or maybe I am just too lazy. Didn't really have the mood to write a proper blog post and I just realised because I was trying hard not to reveal my real emotions. I used to blurt about everything and poor English/grammar mistake is never my concern but I am not sure since when I started to stop myself from being too emotional. Soooooo, in year 2013, I just want to be myself when I blog. That means I am free to use lazy/busy as execuses of not blogging, I can write long wordy posts without any pictures, I can be as emo as I want, I can curse as much as I like, I can go with random posts when I am not in the mood etc etc I know it's a tad late but better late than never :). I have been slacking in updating my blog but it's not like anyone is reading. *knock* Hello? Anyone there? A recap on year 2012: January  It wasn't a pleasant mon...

I will be back soon. *serious tone* Is there anyone who's still reading this? LOL. Stay tuned! (don't say I didn't tell you :)). Happy 2013! What we call the beginning is often the end. And to make an end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from. ~ T.S. Eliot quotes

So much to do, so little time.  There's so much I want to achieve. It's obvious that discipline and persistency are the keys. Regardless of how reluctant I am to turn on the computer after working hours, I am still forcing myself to do it. You can't always remain in your comfort zone. Still trying hard to wake up at 630am though, haven't managed to reach the target >.< It's so TOUGH!   The perfect weather to sleep in, the cozy bed...with these factors in place, how to wake up -_-? It's just a short post / a random one for today. Back to work :p I'd like mornings better if they started later.  ~Author Unknown

3 weeks after the accident and I am almost fully recovered with minor side-effects that hopefully will be gone few months later. I do suffer from dizziness and had difficulties to focus due to cerebral concussion but I believe my brain will be back to its normal state very soon. I did feel a little emotional after the accident but a conversation with the crabbies helped. Especially when I was told that they are glad to be able to speak to me again *sob*. Just realised, it was that close :|. Enough of the accident. Let's talk about something happy. Within two weeks, I attended two weddings and visited a new born. I am so happy for my friends :) I can still remember few years back, Ah Tai told me about this girl he met in the church. Fast forward, 2 years later he's married to the lovely lady. It was a fabulous wedding held in Hotel Maya and also a great gathering with the Lepak Here group (most of us are quite sensitive towards the group name...hahaha).  Visited th...

I am thankful that I can still sit here (albeit uncomfortably :p) to tell you this story. Pardon my poor English though :) On the 26th of October, the Hari Haji weekend, both me and the bf headed to Kota Bharu for our weekend trip. Didn't manage to do much on 26th itself as most of the shops and tourist attractions were closed due to Haji celebration.   We left Kota Bharu for Ipoh the next day around 11am+. While we were traveling on Jalan Kuala Kerai, we passed by a junction with heavy traffic. Out of a sudden, a car rushed out from the side without giving any signals. We lost control and banged into the 2 cars from the opposite direction. I couldn't remember what happened next because I lost conscious. The next thing I know, I was sprawled out on the road. I can feel the pain on my back, tears flowing down my cheek, surrounded by crowd, a kind lady holding umbrella to shield me from the sun and I kept asking "what happened?".  Ambulance came and I was ad...