Turning Point 转折点

It was not a smooth sailing start for 2016 but we just got to keep moving; learn and improve. Then I saw this TVC on YouTube and I find it really meaningful. There's no guarantee to success, but not trying is a guarantee of failure :) Again, I spent sometime communicating with myself (I am not CRAZY ok): Whenever you are rejected, you are reluctant to try again. Why?  Why are you so afraid to make mistakes?  Do you know it is absolutely okay to make mistakes? As long as you learn from them and do not repeat them.  No one expects you to be perfect. You are no one and you know that's impossible unless you are not human -_-  It is alright to admit your flaws. Apologize, fix things, learn and move on.  Last but not least,  Whatever you do, enjoy the journey, embrace the good and learn from the bad. Most importantly, be happy! 

Having one of the worst headaches since I started working full time again. It visited me once I woke up and it's still with me except for the 2 hours nap. Reluctantly took MC as I really didn't want to put my work on halt. I was thinking to blame it on stress and the weather but I guess I shall blame it on myself. I think I've been harsh to myself, forcing myself to learn quicker and act faster. I was away from the industry for more than 5 years and I felt left behind. Fear creeped in and wreak havoc physically (the headache)/ emotionally (not so much, just a little XD). Been affected by a few other non-work-related factors too.  On a positive note, I am really glad it's just headache and not so much about emotions. Come to think of how I was badly affected by every single small thing in life 10 years ago, I would say I've changed for the better :D?  I sincerely thank my husband for being my pillars of strength, no matter how knackered I am, I know there'