Turning Point 转折点

that's what I am feeling today =). Used my dad's supplementary credit card to purchased something online coz I left mine at home. I asked him whether I should transfer the money to his account or pay him back when I am home (reason being, he used to say it's better to keep the money in UK coz of the higher interest). Daddy's reply "For your dec birthday la"... I am damn touched lor T_T. I couldn't remember when was the last time I used my parents money - not that I want to, it's just that it was so long ago I couldn't remember how was the feeling of being pampered and sheltered like I was a little kid. I am financially independent since I started working and I know that I should be contributing to the family instead of asking money from my parents. So, it feels really good to be treated like my parents little girl again =) P.S. Later on, evil me was thinking I should have swiped for another item before sending my dad the sms telling him the amount

Do you know that it actually takes a lot of courage (or maybe stupidity - I never thought of the consequences) to be where I am now? I am never a brave person so I have to be honest to you I am actually damn scared now T_T. When I am here shielding myself from reality, most of my peers in Malaysia are getting closer to their targets in life with excellent career prospects, financially stable, getting married, forming a family and so on ... Then I w ill start querying myself - wtf am I doing here -_-? I start to wonder what I will be facing when I am back to MY. I knew from the beginning that, once I made up my mind to be here I should have had prepared myself for the worst when I go home. But still, I can't help to be worried T_T. Career, relationship, money & etc etc, I don't feel like I am standing firm on the ground now. Everything just seem so unpredictable. I still don't have a decisive direction for my career and I am missing my ex-colleagues/best friends a

I know what is on your mind now. It's obvious that the title leads you here and makes you continue reading this entry, don't deny it -_-! My entries have been lacking of photos recently. So to make up for it I am gonna bring you something happening! Nevertheless, this is only for 18 and above. If you are below 18, sorry la - please detour to somewhere else or else don't blame me if the following corrupts your mind -_- (anyway, I don't think my readers are that pure and innocent...trust me, this is a compliment..hahaha). Last Sat, me and cousins decided to tour around London. What? I know I have been staying here for like 8 months ++ but it doesn't mean that I know London that well -_-. Just like I haven't been up to KL twins tower before T_T. Anyway, we went to Hyde Park for the World Naked Bike Ride. YES, NAKED bike ride. People are doing this annually for the purpose of getting people to pay attention on certain issues - encourage ppl to cycle instead of drivi

hmm, I am facing blogger's block (though I don't consider myself a blogger as I don't blog like 1!). I really don't know what to blog about. My trips? I have uploaded most of my photos to Facebook hence it will be duplication if I do it here again. (okay, I admit la I am too lazy to edit the photos. Going through all the photos and making selection alone already waste so much time T_T). So what should I blog about? Let's go random again! To be honest I like to write random stuffs coz I can just let my mind flow and pen down whatever thoughts that I am having now, ain't it cool? # The weather has been really sunny in London but sadly it's going to rain tomorrow. # Got my leaves approved by the manager T_T. CJ's turn now. Then we can start planning our journey. # I have this strong urge to splurge. Feel like getting a new handphone, camera, Burberry bags, clothes, skin care & etc. If you know me well, it's obvious that I am day-dreaming. # My heart

I am so down. It's the time of the month again! At least I feel better now because I know I am not having depression or some mental problems (yes, I did suspect that I am having mental issue -_-). Btw, I've read the news about the fuel hike in Malaysia. I only have this on my mind - "BN jiak sai la!" 41% of price hike is crazy. Have they ever considered about the consequences before they make such a big decision (maybe it's not big to them coz they just need to use their mouth to announce it!). Seriously, can you imagine the aftermath of the price rise? I don't want to go home to experience expensive hawker food & almost doubled fuel price! The worst of all, the salary will never rise! Don't doubt my love towards my country but can the government just stop pushing me away from my home grown land with their lack-of-consideration-decision?

How's everyone doing? Sorry for the dull and down posts but that's me you are reading. No lies ... maybe a little bit la...haha. Last Sat, went shopping and splurged till my heart bleeds. Finally bought a dress in London. By the way, I didn't bring any skirts/dresses to London. Don't ask me why -_- My family and close friends know that I seldom wear skirt/dress. There must be something wrong if I am wearing one. Got the dress for my company dinner plus accessories and a pair of high heels. I seriously doubt that I will put them all on, I am too shy. What if I get too pretty? wahahahaha, yeah right. I am just not use to it. WILL consider to upload some photos here if it turns out ALRIGHT. I won't blab too much coz it's almost 11pm. I have a deal with Fei to sleep at 11pm - a mission towards our healthy life. My nose is blocked and I am seriously darn sick of getting sick (yeah yeah, I am punning here..lol). My peaceful life has gone since the arrival of our new h

Down with flu & sore throat -___-. Miss home. Heart is aching. What am I doing here?